A Girl Out of Time

🕰️ The Timewalker: Part One – The Threads We Carry

This is the first part of a story I’ve been writing—about Wren, a young autistic and ADHD woman who can time travel with her black cat, Cat. She doesn’t change history with brute force—she changes it with empathy, insight, and by seeing what others miss. This is for anyone who’s ever felt too much, asked too many questions, or been told they don’t belong. You do. We always have.

A quote on aged paper reads: 'If I cannot change history now, perhaps I can plant questions in the hearts of women who will.' - Eliza Schuyler

Chapter One: The Crack in the Wall

Wren didn’t notice the crack until Cat meowed at it.

She was mid-scroll, knees pulled up to her chest, half-wrapped in a blanket burrito on her thrifted couch. Outside, the sky was sulking in that half-hearted spring way—too grey to be comforting, too cold to justify another hot chocolate. Cat, for his part, had been sitting by the back wall for a solid ten minutes, staring like it had personally offended him.

“Okay,” she muttered. “What existential threat have you found now?”

Cat flicked his tail once, slow and deliberate, and didn’t look at her.

Wren squinted at the wall. She’d lived in this studio apartment for three months now. The paint was peeling. The windows whined when the wind blew. The radiator was possessed. But the wall? The wall had never cracked before.

She stood, her joints stiff, and padded over in sock feet. The air near the wall felt colder. Not “the landlord forgot to insulate” cold—off cold. Like a breeze from a place that wasn’t here. She pressed her hand to the surface.

The crack was hair-thin but long, stretching like a jagged smile from the baseboard halfway up the plaster. Wren traced it with one finger. It thrummed faintly beneath her touch, like a heartbeat. Like it was… waiting.

Nope. Nope nope nope.

She stepped back. “Okay, no haunted apartment wall nonsense today.”

Cat meowed again, sharper this time.

Wren sighed. “You’re a menace.”

She scooped him up. He was heavier than he looked, all muscle and indignation. He immediately began to purr, but his eyes stayed fixed on the wall.


Wren had always noticed things other people didn’t.

The way certain lights buzzed so loudly she couldn’t think. The subtle shift in someone’s tone before they got annoyed. The patterns in ceiling tiles. The weight of words unsaid.

It wasn’t magic, exactly. Just her brain doing its own thing. A blessing and a curse, depending on the day.

Today, it mostly felt like a curse.

She’d been running on fumes for months before she finally crashed. Dropped out of her grad program. Stopped replying to texts. Moved back to her hometown because the rent was cheap and nobody asked questions.

Everyone said she was “too smart to burn out.” As if intelligence could somehow override sensory overload or social exhaustion. As if she hadn’t been masking since age five and it didn’t cost her everything.

The only one who didn’t expect anything from her was Cat. And possibly the wall.


That night, Wren couldn’t sleep.

She lay on her side, staring at the ceiling fan creak its slow, tired circles. Cat was curled at the foot of the bed, snoring in his own weird little way—like a tiny engine powering some ancient machine.

At 2:13 AM, she got up and padded to the wall again.

The crack was glowing.

Barely. Faint enough she might have missed it if not for the way the light danced—blue and silver, like moonlight on water.

She knelt. Reached out.

The moment her fingertips brushed the glow, the air shifted. Her room dissolved.

The couch, the radiator, the fan, the city outside—gone.

Replaced by warmth. Dust. Sunlight filtering through olive trees.

And a boy in a white tunic staring at her like she’d just fallen out of the sky.

Which, to be fair, she sort of had.

Chapter Two: Olive Branches and Open Mouths

The first thing Wren noticed was the heat.

It wasn’t the cloying humidity of Florida, or the stale radiators she grew up with—it was dry and golden, like sunlight had been ground into dust and sprinkled across the earth. The air smelled like dirt, thyme, and something floral she couldn’t name.

The second thing she noticed was that she was barefoot.

The grass was soft but scratchy. Too real. Too here. She looked down and realized her hoodie and leggings were still on her body, but the crack in the wall—the wall—was nowhere in sight.

And the boy in the tunic was still staring at her.

He looked about her age, maybe younger, with a face carved in curiosity and wide, stunned eyes. His tunic was off-white and belted at the waist. He held a clay jar in one hand, frozen mid-step.

“Uh,” Wren said. “Hi?”

The boy blinked. “You speak Greek?”

Wren blinked right back. “I—what?”

The words had slipped out of her mouth in her usual accent, but he had spoken something entirely different, and she had somehow… understood it. Not like she was translating, but like her brain had already sorted it before she could even question it.

“I—guess so?” she said.

He took a cautious step forward. “Are you a spirit?”

Wren blinked. “No. Just a girl. With a cat. Who is… not currently visible.”

Cat, of course, had disappeared.

Or had never come through the crack at all.

Her stomach flipped.

“Where am I?” she asked. “This isn’t Florida. This isn’t… this isn’t 2025.”

The boy tilted his head. “Twenty-what?”

Wren took a deep breath. The scent of olive trees hit her full force. She turned in a slow circle. Beyond the grove was a cluster of stone buildings, whitewashed and glowing in the late-afternoon light. Hills rose in the distance, dotted with cypress trees. A goat bleated somewhere nearby.

“I think,” she said softly, “I just time traveled.”

The boy dropped his jar.

It shattered on the ground.


They called him Thanos. Not like the purple guy, but short for Athanasios. He led her toward the village, cautiously, like she might disappear or smite him at any moment.

Wren was too overwhelmed to do anything but follow.

Her senses were on fire. The sound of sandals against the packed earth, the way the sky seemed wider, the chirping of insects—everything was so loud, so unfiltered. There was no air conditioning hum, no traffic, no glowing screens. Just… life.

And smells. Cooking fires. Wild herbs. Animal musk. Sweat.

Sensory overload threatened to swallow her whole.

“Breathe,” she whispered to herself. “In. Out. In. Out.”

Thanos looked over, concerned. “You’re not ill, are you?”

“No. Just… autistic.”

He frowned. “I do not know this word.”

Wren exhaled through her nose. “That makes two of us, honestly.”


The village was small—white buildings with flat roofs, narrow pathways, and pottery everywhere. People wore tunics, worked with their hands, and gave Wren many side-eyes as she passed.

A woman muttered something and made a gesture with her hands. A little girl pointed and laughed. A goat tried to eat Wren’s hoodie drawstring.

Thanos whispered, “They think you’re a nymph. Or a witch. Or Hermes in disguise.”

“Well,” Wren muttered, swatting the goat away, “Hermes does have great taste in shoes.”

“Who sent you?” he asked seriously. “The Oracle?”

“I don’t think anyone sent me. Unless Cat counts.”

Thanos stared.

Wren pinched the bridge of her nose. “I don’t even know why I’m here, okay? One minute I was in my apartment, touching a weird crack in the wall, and the next I’m standing in an olive grove getting goat-nibbled.”

“I believe you,” he said. “Strange things happen in this land.”

They reached a house with wide stone steps and a columned entrance. “My father is a philosopher,” Thanos said. “He’ll want to speak with you.”

“Oh great,” Wren muttered. “A man with opinions.”


As she stepped into the cool interior, Wren paused. The house smelled like ink and parchment, and roasted garlic. A different kind of grounding.

The moment she entered, an older man looked up from a scroll. His eyes narrowed as he took her in—sweatpants, hoodie, messy bun, and all.

“Who,” he asked in a measured voice, “is this?”

“This is Wren,” Thanos said. “She fell from the sky.”

Wren opened her mouth. Closed it. Sighed. “Hi.”

The philosopher stood. “You are not from here.”

“Nope.”

“You wear strange clothing.”

“Comfy,” she said, tugging on her hoodie.

“You are alone?”

“…I lost my cat.”

There was a beat of silence.

And then the philosopher did something strange.

He smiled.

Chapter Three: The Quiet Ones

The philosopher’s name was Damon. His house smelled like intellect and olives.

Wren spent the next few days sleeping in a corner room with a woven mat, trying to make sense of the century she’d fallen into. Cat was still missing. Every morning, she scanned the hills and alleyways. Every night, she whispered into the warm, candlelit dark, “Find me, please.”

But she wasn’t idle.

She asked questions—more than most people thought proper—and she answered with precision, especially when Damon invited her to his gatherings with other thinkers.

At first, they humored her. Then they underestimated her. Then they realized she could run mental circles around them.

Wren had always thought in spiderwebs—a million threads spinning at once, connecting across time and space and seemingly unrelated things. In this world of orators and scholars, her fast, pattern-obsessed brain was suddenly not a liability but a superpower.

Still, the women never spoke.

They poured wine, prepared figs, swept thresholds.

One afternoon, Wren caught a girl named Myrine watching her.

She was maybe twelve, eyes like polished amber, and she flinched every time someone raised their voice. She barely spoke, and when she did, she whispered in rhymes under her breath.

Wren approached slowly, like she might a bird in the woods.

“You think in pictures too, don’t you?” Wren asked.

Myrine nodded so faintly it was like her head caught a breeze.

Wren knelt beside her. “Do you hate loud sounds?”

Another nod.

“Do you repeat things in your head when the world feels too big?”

This time, Myrine smiled. Not big. Just enough.

“You’re not broken,” Wren said gently. “You’re like me.”


They met in secret—Myrine and three other girls who never quite “fit.” One lined up pebbles along the edge of the courtyard and remembered everything. One hummed tunelessly and had eyes that darted everywhere, absorbing it all. One never made eye contact but painted wild, aching beauty in the dirt with a stick.

They had been called “difficult.” “Touched.” “Useless.”

Wren called them brilliant.

She told them they were ancient minds living in a world that didn’t know how to see them.

And they listened—rapt, wide-eyed, and lit from the inside.

Wren taught them how to name their needs. How to stim safely. How to use metaphors and speak in ways the world might understand. Not to conform—but to be heard.


The debate came on the fifth evening.

A philosopher named Nikandros—booming voice, broad shoulders, ego like Mount Olympus—declared that women were unfit for reason. “Emotion is their language. They do not possess the spine for truth,” he said, sipping wine like the world existed to applaud him.

Wren rose slowly.

She hadn’t planned to speak.

But rage was a kind of lightning, and she had long since stopped trying to contain it.

“If emotion disqualifies a person from truth,” she said, “then why do your men kill over insults and spill blood for pride?”

Laughter rippled across the room. Uneasy. Intrigued.

Nikandros squinted. “You misunderstand our customs.”

“No,” Wren said. “I question them. That’s different.”

Damon, seated nearby, gave a single approving nod.

“You think yourself clever,” Nikandros said. “But cleverness is not wisdom.”

“No,” Wren agreed. “But noticing patterns is. And I see a pattern in who is allowed to speak, and who is told to pour the wine.”

A stunned hush.

Wren pressed forward.

“I’ve watched women listen more closely than any man here. I’ve seen young girls calculate silence like it’s currency. We have minds like rivers and memories like maps. We see what you miss because you dismiss it.

Nikandros rose.

“Would you debate me, then?” he asked, half-mocking.

“I already am,” Wren said, and smiled.


They debated for hours. Rhetoric, logic, ethics.

Wren was relentless—her ADHD hyperfocus locked in, her autistic need for precision turned razor-sharp. She took every assumption and flipped it inside out like a garment.

When the crowd finally dispersed, it was with muttering, awe, and no clear victor.

But Nikandros sat down quietly.

And poured her the wine.


Later that night, as the sky bruised purple over the hills, Wren sat beneath a fig tree with Myrine and the others. They practiced words: “I prefer quiet.” “I need space.” “Please speak slower.”

Myrine asked, “Will girls like us ever be remembered?”

Wren looked out at the horizon.

“Maybe not by name,” she said softly. “But I think—maybe—they’ll remember the shift. Like something cracked open here, and the light changed.”

A sudden rustle behind her.

Wren turned—and there, trotting across the grass like he owned the timeline, was Cat.

“Mrrp,” he announced, tail high.

Wren let out a laugh that turned into a sob. She scooped him up and held him to her chest.

“You found me,” she whispered. “I knew you would.”

Cat headbutted her chin.

“Okay,” Wren said, wiping her face. “That’s enough emotional vulnerability for the day.”

Chapter Four: The Smell of Smoke and Salt

The wind changed first.

It swept in low and strange through the fig trees, curling at Wren’s ankles like invisible ribbon. The hairs on her arms stood up. Even Cat paused mid-paw-lick and blinked toward the hills like he heard something she couldn’t.

Wren stood slowly, narrowing her eyes at the horizon.

The world shimmered. Just slightly. Like a heat wave or a memory.

She looked at the girls, still laughing and etching patterns into the dirt.

A pang of ache tightened in her chest. She didn’t want to leave them. She hadn’t realized until now that she could.

But the tug in her ribs, the pulse in her temples—it was starting again. The same way it had before.

Time was shifting.

Calling her forward.

Cat leapt onto her shoulder like he knew what was coming.

“Tell your truths,” she whispered to Myrine. “Even if the world isn’t ready.”

Myrine nodded, solemn and glowing like she’d swallowed a little sun.

And then, in a blink—

The world fractured.

A sharp CRACK, like thunder pulled sideways. Air ripped open in front of her—a seam of light and wind and impossible sound—and Wren was lifted off her feet, not by force but by fate.

Cat yowled, claws digging into her hoodie.

There was no time to scream.

Only a flicker of images: ink-stained parchment, cobblestone streets, muskets in shadow, candles behind shuttered windows, and the smell—smoke and salt and something like revolution.


She landed hard.

On her side, in a narrow alleyway, pressed between two brick buildings that felt too close. The air was colder. Damp. And filled with sound—horse hooves, footsteps, men shouting about shipments, someone ringing a bell.

Cat launched from her shoulder, hissed at a passing rat, then casually started licking his paw like he hadn’t just been yeeted through a time-hole.

Wren groaned, sat up, and checked herself. No broken bones. Her brain was buzzing like a hive, though. The sensory input was intense—unfiltered, wild. A whole new century was crashing in.

She took a deep breath and looked around.

She was in a port town. Somewhere northern. The street signs were carved wood, and everyone was dressed in layers of wool, linen, and pride.

A boy nearby looked at her with wide eyes and dropped his basket of apples.

“Sorry,” Wren muttered, trying to act like she hadn’t just fallen out of a tear in the space-time continuum.

She stood up and adjusted her coat.

“I need to stop landing in eras where pants on women are a scandal,” she muttered.

Cat meowed in agreement.


As they wandered toward the noise of the town square, Wren caught fragments of conversations:

“…British troops settin’ up down by the wharf…” “…Governor’s tax again, it’s robbery…” “…Franklin says we need to organize…”

Wren’s heart sped up.

She wasn’t in just any moment.

She was in the thick of it—colonial America, right before the Revolution.

A time when everything was about to ignite.

And Wren, girl of patterns and paradox, had a front row seat.

She turned to Cat. “Alright, buddy. Let’s go accidentally change history—again.”

Cat blinked slowly, like he was the one keeping it all together.

They stepped into the square.

The scent of rebellion lingered in the air like smoke that hadn’t started rising yet.

Chapter Five: The Quiet Power of Eliza

The square was alive.

Voices overlapped in a symphony of tension: merchants haggling over taxed goods, young boys dodging carts with handmade pamphlets clutched in ink-stained hands, and soldiers on the edge of suspicion.

Wren kept her head low and her mouth shut. Observation first—always. That’s what made her a decent time traveler: she didn’t barge in with answers. She watched. She listened.

And she followed the thread of discomfort. That strange static that came when the world felt off—not just politically, but personally. That thread always led her to people who felt like her. People whose inner lives didn’t fit into the neat boxes history tried to fold them into.

Which is probably why she noticed her.

A woman in a slate-blue dress, standing slightly apart from the bustle, one hand pressed to her chest like she was holding in a breath. She wasn’t panicked. But her eyes… her eyes flicked across the crowd like she was scanning for patterns.

Like she saw too much—and didn’t know where to put it all.

Cat slinked ahead, tail high.

Wren followed.

When she got closer, she recognized her. From paintings. From letters she’d studied in her college history seminar, back when she was still trying to pass as “normal” and didn’t yet know her brain was wired differently.

Eliza Schuyler Hamilton.

Not yet the wife of Alexander. Still Eliza Schuyler. But already brilliant. Already overlooked.

Wren approached slowly. “Excuse me… are you alright?”

Eliza blinked, startled. “I—yes. I believe so. Just… too many voices at once. My sister says I feel everything too much.”

Wren smiled gently. “That’s not a flaw. It’s a skill—just not one this world knows how to use yet.”

Eliza tilted her head. “Do we know each other?”

“No,” Wren said carefully. “But maybe we should.”

Cat brushed against Eliza’s leg, purring softly. She knelt instinctively and stroked his fur with the kind of tenderness that made Wren’s throat tighten.

“You’re not from here, are you?” Eliza asked.

Wren’s lips twitched. “That obvious?”

“Not your accent. Your eyes. They look like they’ve seen something the rest of us haven’t yet.”

Wren took a breath. “I know what it feels like to be underestimated. To be too much and not enough at the same time. To hold so many ideas in your head it feels like you’ll crack open if you don’t let them out—but no one listens.”

Eliza stared at her.

Then slowly—slowly—she nodded.

“There is something I’ve been writing,” she said cautiously, “but my father believes it improper.”

“I’d love to read it,” Wren said. “Or hear it. Or help you finish it. Whatever you need.”

For the first time, Eliza smiled.

“Then perhaps we should talk.”


Over the next few days, Wren and Eliza met in secret corners of the garden or tucked behind shelves in her family’s expansive library. Eliza shared drafts of letters—sharp and articulate, questioning loyalty, liberty, and the roles women were expected to play in a revolution that barely saw them.

Wren encouraged her to keep writing.

They spoke of freedom—not just the country’s, but their own.

They even joked about Wren entering a public debate disguised as a young male scholar. “No one would expect a woman to argue Plato better than half the men in Boston,” Wren smirked.

“Especially not one with a cat on her shoulder,” Eliza teased.

Cat sneezed dramatically.


On the day of the debate—a gathering of men discussing “the moral implications of resistance”—Wren did exactly what she wasn’t supposed to do:

She showed up. Uninvited. Underdressed. Unapologetic.

And when a man half-drunk on brandy scoffed that women were too emotional to understand liberty, Wren rose from her seat, cleared her throat, and said:

“Then you haven’t been listening to the right women.”

And she spoke.

Not just for herself. Not just for Eliza. But for every woman who carried the revolution in her bones and was told to stay quiet.

And for once, the room listened.

Eliza, standing in the back, didn’t cheer.

She nodded. Like something had shifted.

And maybe it had.


That night, the portal returned—rising behind the Schuyler family’s stable like fog burning gold at the edges.

Eliza walked Wren there, quiet.

“I don’t know where you came from,” she said, “but you made me feel… possible.”

Wren swallowed the lump in her throat. “Promise me you’ll keep writing.”

“I will. Even if no one reads it now.”

“Someone will,” Wren whispered. “Someday.”

Cat meowed in farewell.

And then the air split open again—pulling them into the next story.

The next fire.

The next thread.

Chapter Six: Echoes in the Smoke

The portal spat Wren and Cat out into a storm of gray and silence.

Ash drifted on the wind like snow.

They landed hard, knees scraping against frozen soil. The air was thick with gunpowder and grief, the kind that clung to the bones of the earth long after the battles ended.

“Civil War,” Wren whispered, pulling her coat tighter. “Mid-war, maybe. Or just after.”

Cat pawed at a stray Union cap lying half-buried in the mud, then shook his fur out like he’d just stepped through a bad dream.

They walked.

No portal had ever felt quite like this—not just like a place, but a weight. Like the timeline was humming with pain, and history was bleeding through the cracks of itself.

Eventually, they reached a farmhouse. Crumbling at the edges, but not abandoned. Candles flickered in the window. Laundry hung limp on a crooked line.

Inside, Wren found her: an older Black woman with sharp eyes and a steadiness Wren felt all the way in her chest.

“Name’s Clara,” she said after a long pause. “You came through the woods like a ghost.”

“I’m… passing through,” Wren offered, not quite lying.

Clara didn’t press. She had the look of someone who’d seen stranger things than girls who didn’t quite fit into the year.

Clara was a teacher. A former enslaved woman who’d escaped to the North and had returned South after the Emancipation Proclamation to help build freedom from the ground up—one student at a time.

She kept a school in her sitting room, with salvaged desks and handmade chalkboards. She taught children to read and to question.

And she kept a trunk under her bed, filled with things she called important.

That’s where Wren found it.

A small, leather-bound book. Worn at the edges, pages softened by time and touch.

Not a journal.

A collection of letters.

Wren flipped one open and her breath caught.

The handwriting. The cadence. The questions.

Eliza.

The title read: “Reflections on Liberty, Womanhood, and the Hidden Cost of Revolution” – E.S.

Wren blinked back sudden tears.

“You know it?” Clara asked, curious but calm.

“She—she was a friend,” Wren said hoarsely.

Clara nodded. “Came into my hands through a Quaker family in Pennsylvania. One of the daughters was passing them around to women meeting in secret. I think her mother had gotten them from an abolitionist out of Boston. I only know this much: these words? They made me fight.

Wren swallowed hard. “Can I read it?”

Clara gestured to a rocking chair. “All the time in the world, baby.”


That night, as thunder rolled in the distance and Cat curled on her lap, Wren read Eliza’s words like scripture. They weren’t just poetic—they were strategic. Arguments for equality, compassion, education. Questions about how the country could birth freedom while binding half its people.

And in one tucked-away note, Wren found this:

“If I cannot change history now, perhaps I can plant questions in the hearts of women who will.”

Wren closed the book and held it to her chest.

It was working. Eliza’s quiet fire had traveled from girl to girl, heart to heart, until it reached Clara. And now Wren.

And that changed everything.


The next morning, Clara asked Wren to speak to her students.

“They won’t understand where you came from,” she said, “but they’ll feel what you know.”

Wren took a deep breath. She talked about asking questions, about using your voice even when it shakes, about how people had always tried to write women and neurodivergent folks out of the story—but they were never really gone. They were the margin notes in history’s great manuscript. Waiting for someone to read them out loud.

The children listened. Wide-eyed. One girl—ten, maybe—sat straight-backed in the front row, fingers tapping her knees in a rhythm Wren recognized.

After, that same girl asked Wren if it was “bad to think different from everyone else.”

“No,” Wren whispered. “It’s history’s secret engine.”


That night, the portal came.

This time, it opened not with urgency, but with purpose.

Like it knew Wren had found something she needed.

As she stood in its glow, Clara pressed the book into her hands. “Take it. Maybe someone else needs to read it next.”

Wren hugged her. “They will.”

She stepped into the light, Cat following behind, tail brushing Clara’s skirts.


Time cracked open again.

And the echoes of Eliza’s words traveled forward—riding with Wren toward whatever came next.

Chapter Seven: Ink on the Walls

The portal dropped Wren and Cat into heat and stillness.

This time, they landed in a narrow alley, the smell of fried okra and train smoke in the air, the sound of gospel floating from a distant window. The sun bore down on a small southern town—Georgia, maybe Alabama. Wren could tell from the way people looked over their shoulders when walking past the “Whites Only” signs.

Cat leapt gracefully to a nearby windowsill and meowed, annoyed.

“I know, buddy,” Wren murmured. “We’re not welcome here.”

They slipped down side streets until they found it—a faded sign above a brick building:
“The Magnolia School for Colored Girls – Founded 1892.”

Inside, everything was worn but shining with care. Fresh chalk on the board. A vase of wildflowers on the teacher’s desk. Sunlight slanting through gauzy curtains.

And standing in the middle of the room, fixing a stubborn map of Africa to the wall, was a woman in her thirties. Tall. Graceful. Eyes like flint.

She turned, startled. “Can I help you?”

“I’m Wren,” she said. “I’m… passing through.”

The woman didn’t ask how Wren got in. Just narrowed her eyes like she’d met a few mysteries in her life already.

“I’m Miss Lila Ashby. You here for the reading circle?”

Wren blinked. “The what?”

Lila smiled. “We meet after school. Read and write things we can’t say out loud in daylight.”

Wren felt that old tug in her chest. This was the person she came to meet.


That night, Lila invited Wren to stay for dinner. Collard greens, black-eyed peas, cornbread. Cat got his own saucer of milk, which he licked with exaggerated dignity.

After the meal, Lila pulled out a tattered envelope.

“I keep this with me,” she said. “Been passed down through women in my family for three generations.”

She unfolded the pages carefully.

Wren’s breath caught.

It was Eliza’s letter. The same one Clara had kept. But this one had notes in the margins. New thoughts. New fire.

Clara’s handwriting.

And below that, new lines. Slanted and graceful.

Lila’s.

“I don’t know who this Eliza was,” Lila said, voice soft but reverent, “but her words traveled like a song. Clara was my great-aunt. She taught my mother to read using this. My mother taught me.”

Wren looked up, stunned.

“She said the words would call out to the right women. The ones with questions.” Lila met Wren’s eyes. “They called to you, didn’t they?”

Wren nodded slowly. “They always do.”


That weekend, Wren sat in the back of the reading circle while girls aged ten to sixteen took turns reading passages from banned books. Some shared poems they’d written. One girl wrote about feeling like her mind was “a thousand bees and a thunderstorm,” and Wren nearly cried.

Afterward, Wren asked her about it.

“I don’t talk right. Not like the others. My teachers say I’m too loud, too fast.”

Wren knelt beside her. “You’re not broken. You’re brilliant.

The girl smiled, just a flicker. “Miss Lila says that too.”

“Miss Lila’s right.”


That night, Lila confessed that she sometimes wondered if her resistance mattered.

“They close our schools. Burn our books. Treat us like shadows.” She clenched her fists. “What if nothing changes?”

Wren handed her a note. Just a scrap of paper, but on it she’d written:

“If I cannot change history now, perhaps I can plant questions in the hearts of women who will.”

Lila read it in silence. “Eliza.”

“She did change history. So did Clara. So are you.”

Lila pressed her lips together, eyes bright. “Then I’ll keep going.”


When the portal came, Wren felt it like a breath on her neck—soft but sure.

She hugged Lila, who whispered, “Take the letter. It belongs to the ones who carry it forward.”

Wren tucked it into her satchel beside Cat, who let out a satisfied purr.

As the light began to shimmer around them, Wren glanced back one last time.

Lila was already back at the blackboard, chalk in hand, writing a new question for her students.

“What would freedom look like if you wrote the rules?”

Chapter Nine: The Vote That Wasn’t Enough

The portal opened with the crackle of static and the scent of warm asphalt. Wren landed hard on the sidewalk, Cat tumbling beside her and letting out an indignant mrow as a car with tailfins whooshed past.

They were in the South again. This time: Selma, Alabama. 1965.

There were signs everywhere.
Literal ones: “COLORED ENTRANCE,” “REGISTER TO VOTE HERE.”
And invisible ones, too: tight shoulders, wary eyes, the heavy silence of a community waiting to be heard.

Cat stuck close this time, tail twitching.

Wren ducked into a small church with a crooked sign that read “Voter Education Project – Meeting Tonight.” Inside, people filled every pew. At the front stood a young woman in a plaid dress with hair pinned back and eyes like steel.

“Tonight we don’t talk about what we can’t do,” she was saying. “We talk about what we will. We will walk. We will write. We will vote. And we will not be moved.”

Her name was Ruthie Clare Ashby—a descendant of Lila Ashby, Wren realized with a quiet thrill. And in Ruthie’s hand, just like before, was the same envelope. A little more tattered. A little more powerful.

After the meeting, Ruthie caught Wren watching.

“You one of the volunteers from the North?” she asked.

Wren hesitated. “Something like that.”

Ruthie didn’t press. She just said, “We’re marching on Sunday. Selma to Montgomery. We’re tired of waiting for justice.”


That weekend, Wren walked beside Ruthie across the Edmund Pettus Bridge. The crowd was electric—hope and fear braided together. Cat peeked out from Wren’s satchel, ears twitching.

Wren kept pace with Ruthie, who carried a sign that read:

“We hold these truths…”

But just as they reached the crest of the bridge, the police came into view—lined up, mounted, unmoving.

Wren felt time tighten around her like a fist.

And then it happened.

The charge.
The batons.
The gas.
People screaming, running, holding one another. Ruthie’s sign flying into the air like a bird with clipped wings.

Wren pulled Ruthie to the side, shielding her with her own body, Cat hissing fiercely from the bag.

When the smoke cleared, they were still standing. Bruised. Coughing. But standing.


That night, Ruthie showed Wren her version of the letter. She had copied the words of Eliza and Clara, added Lila’s teaching notes, and then something of her own:

“I march because someone marched for me before I was born.
I speak because someone was silenced.
I vote because someone was told they couldn’t.
I will not stop.”

“I don’t know if it’ll change anything,” Ruthie said, her voice low, almost breaking. “People keep saying the vote is ours. But it’s not—not really. Not yet.”

Wren reached for her hand.

“It will be. You’re making it true.”


As the portal shimmered to life behind her, Wren turned back once more.

Ruthie stood tall in the doorway of the church, hands ink-stained from writing new flyers, a group of teenagers listening to her with the kind of rapt attention people once gave prophets.

Wren knew what came next—the Civil Rights Act, the Voting Rights Act, the years of struggle ahead.

But in this moment, she let herself believe in the power of small seeds.
Because this chapter—the one about the vote that wasn’t quite enough—was still being written.


Chapter Ten: The Echo Chamber

The portal whooshed open behind an old TV repair shop, and Wren landed in a pile of garbage bags next to a neon sign that flickered “OPEN” even though it clearly wasn’t.

Cat leapt gracefully onto a rusted dumpster, tail swishing like an antenna.

Wren dusted herself off and looked around. Brick buildings. Synth-pop leaking from a boombox across the street. Teens in denim jackets and crimped hair laughing under a mural of Ronald Reagan.

The year was 1983, and America was buying what Reagan was selling:
“Morning in America.” Optimism. Patriotism. And the slow, quiet erosion of everything people like Ruthie had fought for.


Wren found herself wandering through a public library—the kind with sun-yellowed carpeting and that faint, nostalgic book smell. Cat trailed her down the aisles.

She wasn’t sure what she was looking for until she spotted a zine rack in the corner, half-hidden by outdated encyclopedias.

One stapled pamphlet caught her eye: “We Remember Ruthie Ashby.”

She grabbed it, heart racing.

Inside: grainy photographs of Ruthie marching in Selma, teaching literacy classes, protesting the closure of voting access centers.

But also: a timeline. A note about her suspicious arrest in 1971. A quote scribbled in blue ink:

“Freedom isn’t free, and it doesn’t stay. You have to keep choosing it, every day.”


Wren’s heart ached. In the zine’s final pages was a name: Tasha, Ruthie’s niece, now leading a small grassroots coalition in a city riddled with “war on drugs” propaganda and broken mental health systems.

Wren tracked her down in a community center in D.C.

Tasha was in her thirties, wearing a “Silence = Death” pin and running a voter registration booth between a needle exchange clinic and a free meal line.

“You look like you read,” she said to Wren, raising an eyebrow.

“I try,” Wren replied.

Tasha snorted. “Then read this.” She shoved a flyer into Wren’s hand:
MENTAL HEALTH RIGHTS ARE CIVIL RIGHTS.


Tasha had grown up reading her aunt Ruthie’s letters—just like Lila had read Clara’s, and Ruthie had studied Eliza’s.

Each generation passed down truth like contraband in a world that didn’t want it printed.

She told Wren about the cuts to public mental health programs, the closure of institutions with no community care to replace them, the stigma swallowing up neurodivergent people—especially poor and Black.

“We don’t get to have breakdowns,” Tasha said. “We get criminalized, or pathologized, or erased.”

Wren felt it in her bones—the aching familiarity of being misunderstood, too much, too sensitive, too different.

“You ever feel like the world wasn’t made for your kind of brain?” Wren asked.

Tasha nodded slowly. “Every damn day. But I’m here anyway.”


They stood together at a rally the next day, holding signs that read:

“Disability Rights Are Human Rights.”
“Our Brains Deserve a Future.”

And beneath her breath, Wren whispered, “So do our hearts.”

Cat purred, rubbing against her leg.

Wren didn’t rewrite a law that day. She didn’t change the President’s mind or undo the damage done by greed disguised as greatness.

But she saw Tasha hand a flyer to a teenage girl who looked like she hadn’t spoken in weeks, and the girl smiled.

And that—that was something.


The portal began to hum again, its pull gentle but insistent.

Wren turned to Tasha. “What should I remember?”

Tasha smiled. “That we were here. And we kept going.”

Chapter Eleven: The Girl Who Always Asked Why

The portal opened not with a bang, but a hum—a kind of warmth that wrapped around Wren like her favorite blanket used to. She landed softly on a sunlit patch of carpet, the air filled with the scent of plastic dolls, peanut butter, and freshly mown grass.

It was 1997.
And Wren was home.

Well… a home. Her childhood home, specifically.
Cat gave a curious chirp and padded off through the kitchen like he belonged there.

Wren stood in the living room, blinking. VHS tapes lined the entertainment center. A lava lamp bubbled in the corner. A Lisa Frank notebook sat open on the coffee table—her own handwriting looping across the page in colorful gel pen:

“WHY does everyone say I’m bossy? I’m not bossy. I just KNOW STUFF.”


She wandered into the hallway and stopped cold.

There she was. Little Wren. Eight years old. Barefoot. Wearing a bright blue Tweedy Bird shirt and pacing in front of a corkboard with tacked-up drawings and index cards labeled things like “FROGS,” “WEIRD WORDS,” “HOW DO BRAINS WORK??”

She was muttering to herself, scripting conversations and flipping a fidgety plastic bracelet around her wrist. And she looked tired—the kind of tired that sits in your bones when the world doesn’t make sense and no one believes you when you say so.

Adult Wren swallowed the lump rising in her throat.

Cat brushed past Little Wren’s leg.
The girl startled. Looked down.

“…Where did you come from?” she asked.

Cat blinked slowly and flopped over, purring like a tiny engine.

Little Wren giggled—sincerely—and for a moment, the air lightened.


Later that day, Wren watched her younger self sit at the kitchen table, frustrated as her mom tried to help with a worksheet. There was too much noise. The light buzzed overhead. The paper felt scratchy under her hand and the pencil was too loud on the page.

“No, no, NO,” Little Wren cried, covering her ears.

“I don’t understand why this is so hard for you,” her mom said.

Adult Wren whispered, “Because no one saw your wiring. But you were brilliant.”


That night, after bedtime, Wren slipped back into her childhood room and sat beside her younger self as she dreamt—still talking in her sleep, still asking questions no one ever really answered.

She left something behind before she went:
A letter. Folded, aged, and laced with everything she wished someone had told her.

“You’re not broken. You’re building.
You feel things deeply because you see deeply.
Your brain isn’t wrong—it’s a lighthouse.
Stay curious. You’re going to change the world just by surviving it.

Love,
You.”

She placed it under the pillow. Cat gave her a knowing look.

The portal opened once more, and this time it shimmered like a memory that never really left.

Chapter Twelve: The Threads Between Us

The portal dropped Wren in the middle of a city park, not far from a small lake reflecting streaks of orange and pink. It was quiet. Familiar. She knew that bench. That tree.
This was now.

Cat trotted ahead and leapt up onto a picnic table, tail flicking like punctuation.

Wren stood still. The world buzzed differently here—less dramatic than Ancient Greece or Civil War battlefields, but heavy in its own way. She’d just come from every version of the fight: for freedom, for visibility, for truth, for voice. And now she was standing in a world where the fight was quieter, sneakier, and still so far from over.

She sat down and pulled out the leather notebook she’d carried through every jump. Pages stuffed with names—Clara, Eliza, Ruthie, Tasha—and places—Athens, Virginia, Selma, Seneca Falls.

At the top of a fresh page, she wrote:

“We’ve always been here.”


Across the park, a little girl was melting down in front of a playground—screaming, overwhelmed, misunderstood. A parent looked around, embarrassed, whispering sharp instructions. Wren didn’t interfere. But she noticed.

A teenage boy sat alone on a bench, headphones in, drawing meticulous doodles into the corners of his math homework. Probably called lazy, maybe just lost. Wren saw him.

Nearby, a group of college students rallied with signs reading:

“Neurodivergent Not Broken.”
“Mental Health Is a Right.”
“We Are the Future, Too.”

Wren smiled.

Cat meowed loudly at a passing jogger and curled into Wren’s lap like a weighted blanket. She scratched behind his ears.

“I get it now,” she murmured. “Everywhere I went, there were people like me. Hidden. Dismissed. Fighting quietly.”


That night, Wren sat in her apartment surrounded by old books, protest pins, and sketches of portals she’d drawn half-asleep. Cat lay curled beside her notebook as she flipped through her memories.

She thought of Little Wren and the note under the pillow.
She thought of Clara’s courage. Eliza’s words. Ruthie’s fire. Tasha’s grit.

And she thought of her own.

What if I’m meant to be the bridge?
Not just between time periods… but between people. Between systems and voices. Between the past and the possible future.

She didn’t know how, not yet. But she knew this: she would not be erased. And she wouldn’t let others be, either.

The portal hadn’t opened again yet. But Wren didn’t mind.
Maybe this time, she’d build one.

End of Part One: The Spark

The portal didn’t open again that night.

It didn’t need to.

Wren lay on her back, Cat purring on her chest, and stared at the ceiling as if it were a canvas. She had stories now—ones history never told quite right. She had questions to keep asking, and maybe even some answers to give.

She whispered to the stars outside her window:

“We’ve always existed. Now we begin to be seen.

Somewhere in the future, a ripple started.

And Wren—neurodivergent, brilliant, imperfect Wren—was ready to make waves.


End of Part One: The Threads We Carry


📣 Coming Soon: Part Two – The Reckoning and the Rise

Wren has seen what happens when stories are erased—and what happens when people carry them forward anyway. In Part Two, she’ll face resistance from those trying to rewrite history, glimpse possible futures, and begin creating a movement of her own.


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